Keep on Going

(Me on set begging Jamie not to shoot anybody...)

So... this is a tough industry. A really tough industry. Just like most of them really. For about 6 years now I've been trying to learn from what I do, get better, improve my skills and find out what works for me and what doesn't. I've never had any proper funding to do so, therefore I rely on the kindess of other filmmakers, crew, actors, etc, to give up their time and skills to support me. For this I am always thankful and do my best to get projects finished on time, get them up on the internet for showcasing purposes, and where appropriate, try to sell the projects - the web series I created, sadly it never happened, the feature film we did is now close to distribution, which is fantastic, and my current project, Bloodline, is having a pilot episode edited so we can pitch a full 6-8 part series to TV executives (i.e. BBC, STV, Channel 4 and indie networks) in the hope we can get picked up and contribute to the creative output Scotland has to offer. Failing that, I'll move to Canada or the States, at least there I might get a tan.

I don't think my approach and tactics are too different from anyone else at this level trying to get their work out there, their name out there, to have what talents they have recognised. Hopefully somewhere along the way people start to benefit from working on these projects. A casting director might like the look of an actor, or the camera skills might get the DOP a job on another shoot, etc. 

Working on these projects allow you to meet other filmmakers, actors, crew, network, learn from other people and hopefully improve your skills, trade, etc. At least, this is the hope. 6 years on and I'm not rich and famous, I'm not even well off. I'm barely comfortable. But that's not important. I am working in the industry I want to work with. I am self-employed and my bills are paid by working on corporate videos, music videos, and even converting videos to DVD. Anything I can do to survive, and allow me to continue working on my creative projects so that one day, if I work hard enough, I'll sell a series and be able to step up another rung on the ladder, closer to being established in the industry of TV and film.

What's the point of this post I hear you ask (if you're still here)? Well, basically it's to remind you that if you are wanting to get into TV and/or film, or you're already in it but having a tough time, it's just to encourage you, to let you know that you're not alone and it's part of the business. Some people will like you and what you do, support you as much as you can, and you have to appreciate these people, make sure they know they are thanked, thank them as much as you can. If you find more opportunities for them, let them know. However, and I cannot stress this enough, you will not be able to please everybody and you'll pick up a few not-so-positive people along the way. It'll get you down, make you want to quit and stay in bed under the covers and hide. That's okay too.

Just remember you got into this industry for a reason in the first place and the best thing you can do is keep your head high, learn from your mistakes, bite your tongue, be a pleasant pest, and work your ass off and cross your fingers your hard work will pay off.

And on that note, here are some videos that I've done recently...